Sometimes when I’m on my bedroom floor–
child’s pose–
I look under my bed at the empty untouched landscape–
exhale.
It doesn’t need to be filled.
A quiet open space isn’t a question.
It doesn’t need an answer.
I think, ‘How lovely.
One less anxious question chasing ghosts in my head,
creating yet another trigger pulled somewhere down the line.’
A hundred less resolutions that haunt.
The rest of my home has things:
chairs, tables, lamps and shelves;
things to sit on, things to put other things into, onto, next to.
But this desert under my bed will remain unquestioned.
Because, when I see the ocean, I don’t ask, “What can I put on it, in it?”
I don’t think, ‘That’s just too much unused space.’