My Non-Linear Mind-Body

My mind oscillates between taking up too much space and not holding enough. Am I enough? Or am I too much?

One mindset welcomes all of the world with a voracious curiosity no amount of time-space can fill.

Another doubts the world has enough truth to hold me securely.

My body goes up and down in weight with experience, mood and seasons.

With great attempts to feel and not feel.

With bouts of fear and confidence in being and not being this, that, or the other.

The shape of my life is the shape of my mind-body.